That Person

You know who person that seems to always have everything? That person who receives money to pay for school and board from his or her parents? That person who likes to talk about his or herself? Yeah, I really don't want to be that person. I hate how they make me feel. I would hate to ever make anyone else feel like that too.

The person I want to be is that person who is slow to anger. That person who can take a bad situation and make it seem great. That person who works hate for what he or she has, yet it is always helping others as well. That person who finds joy not in having everything but in making others feel like they have everything. I would love to be capable of not feeling stressed out all the time. I just want to be at peace, to get through school, and to love my wife. Life is hard. And I know that everyone has it hard too. Some have it much harder than me. THAT is why I want to be that person who could care less about his or her situation and more about the lives of others.

I am tired. I am sore. I am racking my brain at every corner. I want to be that person though. From now on, I will try to live more like Jesus Christ. I will try to develop His attributes. Some of you may say I am being all religious and sappy, but the reality is that we all need to come closer to Christ. He is the perfect example. He is the way.

I know my wife is a shining example to be in certain areas. She gives me strength. I love her very much. And if this blog seem unorganized or nonsensical, that is okay. It is my blog, with my thoughts, and my feelings.